hi

it snowed last night and i love snow. its sweet waking up in the morning and seeing theres snow on the ground. and its really lovely when its still snowing! *sigh* b-e-a-utiful :) guess what i get to do for Christmas break. well you see, were going to idaho for a family ski trip, but ive never snowboarded, so im gonna snowboard. snowboarding in idaho. woah. im excited! woo im totally gonna be one of those really good chicks who like are so amazing that they board down with a stereo in there hand. haha

pump up your fist if you twist like this till the lights go out. life has been good. like really good. i love skool so bad. volleyball ended last week..but i shall run my crazy heart out until basketball to stay in ssssshape. im sure you all heard about how nate came to see me about a month ago. yep..he came to my windo at 1 in the morning in the pouring rain. you are jealous. sounds like a movie huh? drive 2 hours to see the girl you loke. wow i had a volleyball game in beulah (where he lives) last week...so i hung out with him and wanna kno sumthin crazy? i talked to him till 5:30 in the morning. 350 minuet phone conversation. ive never felt so loved! oh my.. life has been exciting. some good some bad. grounded for a while, broke jareds windo while sneakin into his house at 3:30 in the morning...got chewed out by the motherhood. and um detention...ahhhh friggen got kicked outa science. cus im too talky.2 hours detention rawr and now another detention for bein tardy too much. 

i been good. readin my bible (bib-lay) knowin that every mornin i get to wake up and read some sweet love letters from Savior is quite lovely! i like it. i had cap'n crunch for breakfast! one time i went to a newsboys concert and took a box of cap'n crunch for that breakfast in hell song you kno...but i couldnt take ceral in so me and brandon downed it in like 4 minuets. woah. i love brandon

i wasnt at autumatics cus i got confirmed on sunday. that was cool then i um ate some lasagna and blueberry cheesecake. im dissapointed i didnt get to see like maren and kelcie and matt and jake and sandi. o well. fire and ice. i shall be there. The erin. so you should go. i am SO bad at algebra..i hoong out with tamara till like 7 tonite. i helped unload the food truck at skool it was funn. haha. yea um jordan hogberg writes me letters its awesome i love getting letters. yep i like love him a lot

so im learnin guitar, gonna learn to snowboard!!! drawin closer to ma Jesus and running a lot :) good stuff

c ya guys later someday maybe

hehe its almost october. automatics!!
i still like paul a lot, but im not gonna date in high school..i dont think. im reading phillipians.

yup.

eat.sleep.volleyball

hi there!
School started..its great! It's hard to believe were already like 3 weeks into it. crazzy. It's super fun though! I totally never dread school anymore. Since school..

-i had a volleyball tournement in bowman this weekend..we didnt do so hott tho
-we never fail to hit dairy queen after every home game
-we went to Rapid City for a family vacation over Memorial Day
-we shoved like 16 people in a car, with people in the trunk and riding on top..to drive the back roads of Belfield to dairy queen.
-i talked to Nate till 4 in the morning on the telephone..good times.
-went streaking on the golf course

Anyway..

A-all i want is to be beautiful in God's eyes.
B-brady fliflet is way cool
C-CBC..the most amazing play on earth.
D-dogs are better than cats
E-etnies need to paint a giant L on there forehead for lame. ugh i hate etnies
F-faith is is being sure of what you hope for and certain of what you do not see
G-go and make disciples
H-Hebrews 4:12
I-ice cream is my very favorite food
J-Jesus Christ is the true lover of my soul
K-kiss me in the rain
L-lets blow sumthin up
M-motivational speaker: a career i am considering persuing
N-never again will i trust you.
O-Obsession: jake miller
P-prayer is powerful
Q-quiet boys arnt my thing
R-running at 10:30 is what i like best
S-semi-charmed life is my favorite song.
T-trust Jesus
U-untie your shoes or i will shoot you. what??
V-is for velcro.. i got velcro shoes in Rapid City last weekend
W-winnie the pooh or spongebob? eore
X-xavier is prolli the lamest name you could say to my face
Y-youth leader: another thing i kinda wanna be
Z-i hate z's

hello to you.

Yesterday was the first day of school, it was so much fun.  I'm not dreading any classes...so far, that is.  I'm taking Spanish, me and Matt are the only freshman..so thats exciting.  After skool, I had volleyball, which I thought was only gonna be 2 hours, and when it turned out to be 4 hours..I was pooped.  I stayed up till 1 the night before, and got up early.  All I eaten was a corn dog at 11, and didn't get home until 7.  So, when I did get home, I didnt feel good at all.  I just started balling, cus my entire body felt achey and sick. I collapsed on my bed, and slept for an hour, and then got up and ate supper, and then went to bed by 9.  I thought going to bed early would result in me waking up feeling refreshed..instead it resulted in me waking up at 2am with a head ache like never before...I could have chopped by head off.  I stood up, and was so light headed, I barely made it upstairs to get sumthin for my headache.  My mom checked me..and I had a fever, so today was the second day of skool, I spent it sleeping, whatching Boy Meets World, and taking a bubble bath.  My throat hurts. ughh.

Maren called me today...so that made me ultra happy.  I talked to her for like an hour, she just got her camp pics...i miss camp.

chyea yea yea yea.
bye.

hello all.

It has been a while. I returned from camp exactly a week ago. It was a good summer.  My obsession with Paul Bervik has come to a close. *applaud* This summer started with me admiring this boy so incredibly much that all I wanted was to kno him better, and that I go, I kno him a lot better. Well, long story short, my mind was love sick and all summer long, I found myself flirting with absolutley everyone. No joke. Only, because I wanted to make Paul jealous, I wanted him to like me so bad. It was sick. *sigh*  Why Paul? Why Paul? Oh dear, I don't kno...I kno that I was sending mixed signals all summer. He was everything that I wanted, but as I came home and setteled back into reality, I have come to the realization that I am not all he wants.  I wish I could say that me and Paul had a wonderful summer and continue to write letters and obsess over late night phone calls, and discuss dating in high school..unfortunentley, that is all wrong. My whole "flirting era" is finished.  This year will most certainly not be wasted by focusing my attention on boys. It's kind of sad that I had to go and flirt my summer away..but then again, I learned so much, and even if I lost Paul in the process, God can see the bigger picture. As for now, Jesus Christ needs to be my magnificent obsession. 

This weekend I went to the cabin in Red Lodge, Montana. I was with my family, minace Brandon and Bethany. Tubing and 4wheeling in the mountains was alright. Volleyball starts tomaro, and it's 11:59. I need some sleep, indeed.  

Goodnight All.